the strangety in knowing my reality

chi city

in chicago for some days :)

i dont want to go back to gurnee it is gay

living situations

waiting

my babes has my phone, because i didn’t want him walking home with out a phone. so now i have to wait for him to call me when he’ll be walking over, :/ he is sucha lazy bum, lazier than me and my brother put together!!

see! he even sleeps standing up^^^

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i’ll play my guitar how i want.

don’t tell me how to strum or how to sing.

you re style is your own…

peace and love (period)

art

my mom would always tell me i thought too much, she would say, “if you continue to over analyze every aspect of your life you re going to go crazy.” and i would say, “i rather be crazy than just a stupid robot.” i understand now that in some ways she was right, im trying to train myself to use my elaborate thoughts solely for art and poetry, but sometimes it’s hard to put the border on reality and falsity. sometimes i think i’ve done too many drugs and my brain is just fried, like im to far out to ever come back.. other times i thank myself for thinking crazy, because i would hate to be stuck in routine. a lot of strangers tell me i have good things to say, but its the people who care about me that disagree, i think they are worried i might dig myself in crazy hole. well there is always room for improvement, and i am currently trying to fill my idle mind with things to do like music and lyric. it’s hard but like they say, an idle mind is the devil’s playground, and i dont wanna burn in my own thoughts.

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birthday

my birthday was pretty dope. i spent it with two of my oldest friends, and we got wasted. my boyfriend was there too, so that was preettty nice. i finally showed my bff s how i could play guitar, they liked it. and after that ended i went back to my honey’s house to play fable III. i didnt play much because my brothre picked me up early, but i got one job done… shoulda done a mission.

well im finally 19 years young. wooot woot

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kids. i love those nights with the girls when all you do i smoke and talk about sex and boys

kids. i love those nights with the girls when all you do i smoke and talk about sex and boys

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ccccoooooooooooool

ccccoooooooooooool

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